Feel very the what..

Looks like my parents arent the only ones who are sending my bro $. My bro juz left sg for Taiwan for his uni studies ytday. My mum just told me that my 2 aunties are also sending $ to him. Not alot i tink but a few hundred, for luck~

I duno why but the feeling in me, reali not good u noe. I tink im juz jealous. I dun seem to ever have dat kind of support from them. Is dat why till now, i dun feel at all close to them? Its not juz the $ i tink. Its all those little little things...all build up over time. Quite envy ppl who are close to their parents. Esp my colleague. But she reali overkill cos she will call like 10 times a day to her mum!!! She lost her dad when she was young & her mum brought her up together with her 2 younger sisters. So 4 women together xiang1 yi1 wei2 ming4.

Bochap. Juz bochap & everything would be fine.